myself
myself
what do i do to ignore them behind me
do i follow my instincts blindly
do i hide my pride from these bad dreams
and give in to sad thoughts that are maddening
do i sit here and try to stand it
or do i try to catch them redhanded
do i trust some and get fooled by phoniness
or do i trust nobody and live in loneliness
because i cant hold on when im stretched so thin
i make the right moves but im lost within
i put on my daily facade but then
i just end up getting hurt again
by myself
i ask why
but in my mind i find
i cant rely on myself
i ask why
but in my mind i find
i cant rely on myself
i cant look around
i cant hold on
i cant slow down
i cant look past
if i turn my back im defenseless
and to go blindly seems senseless
if i hide my pride and let it all go on
then theyll take from metill everything is gone
if i let them go ill be outdone
but if i try to catch them ill be outrun
if im killed by the questions like a cancer
then ill be buried in the silence of the answer
by myself
i ask why
but in my mind i find
i cant rely on myself
i ask why
but in my mind i find
i cant rely on myself
i cant look around
i cant hold on
i cant slow down
i cant look past
dont youbeing said repeaditly in the backround
dont you
i cant tell you how to make it
no mater what i do how hard i
i cant seem to convince myself
im stuck on the outside
dont you
i cant tell you how to make it
no matter what i do how hard i
i cant seem to convince myself
im stuck on the outside
dont you
i cant tell you how to make it
no matter what i do how hard i
i cant seem to convince myself
im stuck on the outside
dont you
i cant tell you how to make it
no matter what i do how hard i
i cant seem to convince myself
im stuck on the outside
dont you
i cant tell you how to make it
no matter what i do how hard i
i cant seem to convince myself
im stuck on the outside
dont you
i cant tell you how to make it
no matter what i do how hard i
i cant seem to convince myself
im stuck on the outside